MONDAY.

Today. 15th of July 2013

I sent a message to my EX last night, it was about some kind of friendly reminder, 
And I was wondering should I tell my babe boy or not? 
Because I knew that he might be emotional after knowing that, 
But something went off to my mind, 
We had made a promise to each other that NO cheating should be included in our relationship, and both of us agreed that this was the only way to work on a relationship.
Thus, I told him everything.
Initially, he was quite aggressive I think, he kept asking me why I sent him a message, is it meant that I'm still caring about him? 
But what i told him was, if one day I keep avoiding myself from him, that's when I'm caring about my EX, if one day I try to hide you from something, that's when I don't believe him anymore.
So after our conversation, my babe boy sent me a message: 

" I'm not emo, I'm feeling happy because you told me everything, I was thinking that if you are still caring about him, you won't tell me about the message, if you are still loving him, then you won't be honesty to me anymore, but you did tell everything ;) Thank you for telling me everything, I love you darling "

I was shocked when I received his message, he changed his mind set :) 
Thank you for trying your best to understand me, I LOVE YOU TOO

I feel that it's a blessing to have this guy as my life partner :)
He put me as the first place in his life, 
He treats me as his princess,
He cherishes the moment when he is being with me,
He sacrifices his time, his energies, just because of me,
He is willing to spend 4 hours to send me to KL,
He tries to learn how to take care of me from his aunty and mommy when I was sick,
He buys me whatever I need,
He calls me almost every night just want to put me into sleeping mode,
He plays me guitar songs,
He doesn't know how to cook but he did make a try to cook me dinner,
He tries to understand my situations,
And he did many things for me.........

Sometimes he might make me feel anger, but most of the time he shows his love to me..