Friendship ?

Nothing is PERFECT .
I know but ,
I TRULY BELIEVE THAT THERE IS EXISTENCE OF ANGEL IN HER HEART .

Maybe she is lying me ,
Maybe she is acting to get compassion from others ,
Maybe she is trying to cover herself from faults ,

MAYBE MAYBE MAYBE ....

I know I'm so stupid , right ?
Don't know how to express my feelings ,
Just tell my Little Ling about this ,
He is facing the same problem with me ,
So NO DISTURB to him ,
I know he is stressing so much !

So i try to settle it by myself :)

Everyone makes mistakes .
They hope that others will give a chance to them to change their behavior .

But ...
I gave her a chance last time ,
But she didn't change ,
I keep telling myself ,
Maybe she need more time to adapt ,
Keep finding excuses to help her .

But ...
The moment I heard she said the sentence to other ,
What is my feeling ?
Do i have any feelings ?

NONE ! I LOST IT !

The second time I had been injured .
Don't know what should I do ,
Can I forgive her ?

Maybe yes OR maybe no !

I'm not little girl anymore ,
I must try to learn how to resolve this type of problems .

GAMBATEH PEGGY .
YOU MUST BE YOURSELF .